I've always wanted to do this and Leandra finally taught me how to do it~!! Thanks a lot!!
*~FIC LIST~*
Ongoing stories:
1) Whispers of a Hidden Memory
Summary: A.U In middle school, Kame got rejected by Jin and Kame, depressed went off overseas... and comes back during college a top-notch model!! Jin is instantly attracted to Kame and wants to get closer to him. The problem? Kame doesn't remember Jin. Yamapi is Jin's best friend but likes Kame since middle school...
Pairings: Akame, PiKame
Dedicated to:
1) Leandra aka
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night_riot who has been a constant help to me.2) Yan-chan aka
xx_lovelain_xx. I know how much she loves PiKame and I intent to put as much PiKame fluff as I can in here!! 3) It is because of her,
omichan92 that this fic was even born!! Haha. Thanks for the final push that made get off my lazy butt to write this.Completed/ One shot stories:
1) 5 times Kame was cheered up by NEWS and KAT-TUN got jealous
I wrote it for the KAT-TUN thon by
knowmonsta . Personally, I'm quite proud of this one.2) 5 times AT-TUN visited Kame on the set of One Pound Gospel
IT'S DONE~!! Haha. It's a special one-shot for my birthday and lots of other people born in November. I hope you guys will enjoy it!!
Future Projects/ Works
1) 5 times KAT-TUN tried to make amends to Kame and 5 times NEWS got in the way
Note: This is the sequel to '5 times Kame was cheered up by NEWS and KAT-TUN got jealous'. To my surprise, a lot of people had requested for a sequel and I will start writing it... as soon as I get some inspiration.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:KAT-TUN - Ｙｏｕｒ ｓｉｄｅ
Have you ever had that feeling that in this world, you're all alone, with nobody around you?
I'm sure at some point in their lives, everybody has felt this way before. Everybody has had their share of good and bad times. But for me... what is happiness? I once read this somewhere: "For every five minutes of happiness, comes five years worth of sadness."
Pretty morbid, but disturbingly accurate.
Don't get me wrong, I've more or less accepted my life the way it is right now. Being overlooked and underappreciated in my family almost feels normal to me now. Hell, I'm always so bitter with life and the best thing is, I know I'm being selfish. It's not my cousins' fault that my grandmother is such a bitch.
I could write a whole essay about my grandmother. Haha. See, my grandmother is a failure of a grandmother. She loves everybody except for my family. You ask why? Because she can't control us. :) She 's power-crazy you see so she wants full and total domination over all of her children and grandchildren. Unfortunately, she can't control my family.
My father and I in particular. 'Cause we're just that awesome. Lol.
But anyway, I've stressed to my amused father that if I had a way, I don't even want to turn up for her funeral. Pretty horrible of me, but my grandmother is a horrible human being. I'll never, ever forgive her for what she did to my family and her dead husband, my beloved grandfather.
Moving along...
Hm, and you know the feeling of being a "bootycall" or a "spare-part"? I loathe it. I got into an argument with my parents because of that. See, my three cousins are staying with us now for the holidays and that bitch AKA my grandmother gave them like $200 EACH for them to spend. I can see that they're more comfortable going out with my older brother the bitch 'cause they're all guys and although it's a bit depressing, I can't honestly bring myself to care anymore.
They wanted to go out earlier but my older brother--fuck, I don't even want to call him BROTHER anymore, let's just go with arsehole, had work tonight so he couldn't go. Guess who they turned to? Really. Guess. Yup, me.
"Hm, big brother has work. And we don't know how to get there!! Let's ask Sister Iz along!!"
Screw you. You think I'm your booty-call?! Jump off a cliff and die. Then my mother got upset and shit. I asked her why should I go just because they lost their bloody chaperone. I refused, mom got bitchy and my dad was like blah. So they went, I talked to two of my friends over the phone and shortly after that, I kind of fell asleep.
Complaining and whining won't change anything... but I just had to write it down. I'm so bitter about the fact that nobody sees me at all but they only do when they need a favor. I'm so goddamn sick of it.
Yes, I'm bitching and whining about my oh-so-bitter life. Not going to change anything, but might as well vent out anyway. I'll go crazy if I don't. It's weird, but I'm used to this life already. Being ignored, underappreciated and all this shit is nothing to me.
But that doesn't mean it still doesn't hurt.
~Iz
- Location:Fucking hell hole
- Mood:
melancholy - Music:Kanon Wakeshima - L'espoir ～魔法の赤い糸～
This is random, but I've been watching a lot of movies in November and December!! >__< My poor, abused wallet... But I'm also saving money to pay off my debts so that people won't haunt me for it. :)
Yeah, so these are the movies I've watched in November:
Micheal Jackson "THIS IS IT": AWESOME. Just brings tears to my eyes knowing that he never got to perform his last concert.
Jennifer's Body: Wicked shit!! Megan Fox is hot and overall, it's great!! Just that the ending was a bit... odd for me. Haha.
Paranormal Activity: AWESOME shit if you want to scare yourselves shitless. Alright, I lied. It's not THAT scary but the last part was freaking creepy. A must-watch even for those self-proclaimed cowards like me.
Gokusen the Movie: I already spazzed over this movie in an earlier post!! Haha. JUST TOO AWESOME FOR WORDS.
And just yesterday... I watched this movie for the sake of watching. Haha.
It was WAY better than the first one, that's for sure. But that sure didn't stop us from making fun of Bella and Edward!!
Ooh, and more random pictures of us from yesterday!!
Albert, Danial, Yours Truly and Irsyad!! DIE EDWARD DIE!! LOL.
Pointing to Jacob!! He's hot!! Haha.
Well, that's it for now!! Me going to Bugis and Vivocity soon with my cousins!! Will blog again later~!!
~Iz
- Location:Home
- Mood: excited
- Music:Ne-Yo - Make It Work
I MET SASHA.
Yup, the same Sasha I've been exchanging e-mails with for a few months now!! She's a Malaysian girl who used to live in Singapore, went to Australia for university and just moved back to Malaysia recently and the best thing? She came to Singapore on Thursday and I just went to meet her earlier!! ♥♥♥
I was so nervous.
But yeah, we met earlier at Dhoby Ghaut MRT Station and we went to Chinatown first!! I wanted to show her the cosplay shop where I bought her stuff for her!! Haha. Then we went back to Orchard and just hung around!! We went to Kinokuniya at Takashimaya and then we went to Coffee Club for a short break!! She treated me to an iced chocolate drink and bought me a cake for my belated birthday present. Haha.
My first impression of her was her voice. Haha. I guessed living in Australia for a while made her pick up a strong Australian accent!! Then when we first met, I was like, "Wow, she's TALL.". Haha. She's very pretty too!! And friendly. It made me feel so small!! Haha. Surprisingly, I had an awesome time with Sasha earlier and I'm glad that we met!!
Here's a picture we took together before we parted ways: I'm the one on the right, Sasha is on the left. I'm not THAT pretty like her. Haha.
I had fun today and I finally managed to give her the stuff I bought for her!! ^^ I hope we get to meet again soon Sasha!! ♥♥♥
~Iz
PS: I'm surprised we clicked so well!! Haha. The topics were like completely random but it was fun!!
- Location:Home
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:EXILE - Ti Amo
It's my older brother's 21st birthday today... so happy birthday? Haha.
ANYWAY.
Today is awesome.
THAT'S RIGHT KIDDIES. AFTER WAITING FOR AN ETERNITY, I'VE FINALLY WATCHED GOKUSEN THE MOVIE.
It.was.freaking.awesome.
Did I mention that I fell in love with Kame's character, Odagiri Ryu all over again? ♥♥♥
The movie is AWESOME. It's so worth the wait!! It was never boring at all and it was hilarious!! Yankumi is still as funny as ever and Ryu... Woah. He's hot. He was hot as a student but as a trainee-teacher? He's smoking hawt now. Haha.
I'm super happy today!! After the movie, I walked around a bit with H-chan and I bought a G-2000 shirt for myself. I couldn't help it!! It was the same one Albert and I were checking out after we finished work. It's a bit expensive... but I quote H-chan: "Well, of course it'd be expensive. It IS G-2000."
Touche.
ANYWAY.
Watching Kame on the movie screen here in Singapore earlier made me remember WHY I fell in love with Kame and KAT-TUN to begin with. It's like... such a sweet bittersweet feeling but it left me oddly giggling throughout the movie. H-chan was just smiling and at some scenes, I actually squealed and melted when Kame was on screen. Odagiri Ryu kicked ass in Gokusen Season 2, but this time, he wipes the floor with everybody's ass in the movie!!
Bravo Kame. Bravo. The rest of the cast is super awesome too!! It was so nice seeing the all the people from different seasons blending in together!! Seeing Oguri Shun of course was the best. Hehe.
I can't wait for SARS to sub the DVD when it comes out!! And if I have money and time, hell, I'll go and watch Gokusen the Movie again!!
~Iz
PS: Screw Singapore ratings giving it low ratings. What do they know anyway? Posers. Hmph.
PSS: WHEE. Haha. Good lord, now I'm KAME-HIGH!! I'm like downloading all the Kame-related stuff I can get my filthy paws on. Lol. Kame, goddamn you for making me spazz over you all over again. Haha.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
high - Music:EXILE - ふたつの唇
Quick life update.
1) It's my parents' 22nd anniversary today. Wow. They've been married for 22 years already. My mother is a brave, brave woman to put up with a jackass like my father. Haha. :) Just wished my mother a very happy anniversary. Will tell my father when he gets back from work.
They're on their way to their Silver Years and I'm planning to do something special for them. I kind of feel bad that I didn't buy anything for them this year. Well, I'll think about it when I get my pay.
2) I've been getting along better with my older brother, the asshole of the family. God knows why and I still think he wants something from me.
3) I kind of went into shock last night after a long serious family talk. Well, more like my mother telling me what is going to happen to us, our family. It was also last night that it finally dawned to me that I don't have much time left before my life changes permanently.
To be frankly honest, I'm scared.
It's normal to fear the unknown... but I can't help but still be scared. It scares me that everything is changing around me. It's like seeing the sand in the upper half of the hourglass slowly trickle down after being frozen for so long, telling me that time is running out. My time.
My life is going to change. I don't like it, but I don't have a choice.
~Iz
- Location:Home
- Mood: melancholy
- Music:Kanon Wakeshima - 砂のお城
I had a shitty-ass day at work earlier and when I got home, miserable, moody and tired, this came up.
What the bloody hell. Really.
OK, I know that there's been a lot of major fucking misunderstandings lately and I've been super busy with family problems and all those SHIT but this is FUCKING ridiculous.
THERE WAS NO FUCKING OUTING ON SATURDAY AND MONDAY. THERE WASN'T EVEN ANY PLANS FOR AN OUTING ON MONDAY.
Saturday was cancelled by Mira for certain reasons that I don't know of because I DID NOT have anything to do with saturday's so-called outing. Believe what you want, but I can swear on my grandparents' graves that there was no bloody outing on BOTH mentioned days.
I said we could meet on Monday, but only after I finish work at 4pm. BUT what do you know? You have work that day~!! ♥♥ From 12pm-10pm apparently!! WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED DO TO?! I wanted to bloody meet you first so that we can settle this problem!! I really wanted to help!!
DID YOU KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN LOSING SLEEP AND NOT TO MENTION MY APPETITE HAD DECIDED TO TAKE A FREAKING VACATION SINCE THIS PROBLEM STARTED?!
I stayed up thinking of how to help you and it's to the point I can't even function properly at work AND at home!!
Didn't you say that you did not want pity in your LJ but you wrote a whole essay indirectly asking for it?!
Don't make us hate you. PLEASE don't make us hate you. What you are doing right now is just angering people who really wants to help you.
You said that you wanted to change. That's good. But from what I can see, there's not much progress. It maybe your fault, it maybe mine, or maybe it's the entire world's fault. But at the end of the day, only YOU can change yourself. I can only help you so far in your journey to recovery but that's so much help I can ever give you.
Emotional support.
There are other people who care. But seriously speaking, you are once again doubting their sincerity!! THEY WANT TO HELP. But no!! You just had to listen to bloody Harky or whatever you call that voice in your head sprouting this fucking BS!!
I know that I'm at fault too for not being in contact with you!! But did you stop to think for a measly second that maybe I have other priorities too?! That I have other more important issues to settle in my life?! It's just bad luck that these events happened at around the same time but I have bigger problems to deal with.
Please, don't make me hate you Leandra. I never did in my whole life even after you pulled that goddamn prank on me.
Once again, even though I am also at fault and you were feeling crappy too at that time, did you STOP to think about my feelings?
You think that I always laugh at everything but you of all people should know that it was just a bloody mask. Did you know hurt I was?
But seriously, what are you trying to achieve here? If you want sympathy and our help, you already did get it without asking. We were wiling to help. We still WANT to help.
I'm going to be horribly blunt here and you can hate me for it.
I know that I have made a lot of mistakes Leandra but I can accept it. I'm not saying that I'm a bloody saint and I know it's difficult but the first step to recovery is to accept and acknowledge your mistakes.
You claim to acknowledge your mistakes but did you truly accept it?
I really empathize with you. I really do. I won't say that I understand what you had went through in your life but remember this: Somewhere in this world, somebody is having it way WORSE. The Harky situation and your complicated family relations are your main reasons right now, but how long are they going to remain being your excuses?
Think about it.
And just one more question: Do you think you can achieve anything by doing this? You're not the only person who is hurting, my dear Leandra.
~Iz
PS: You should know me by now. I don't like to SMS. And I've been really busy with family problems. But it's up to you to believe me.
PSS: Going to sleep now. I have bloody work tomorrow. I hate panadol and I just ate two to get rid of this freaking migraine. Chibai.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
enraged - Music:Kanon Wakeshima - 真紅のフェータリズム
Happy 24th Birthday Tanaka Koki of KAT-TUN!! May all your dreams and wishes come true, continue to do your awesome raps and please be as sarcastic as always!! ^^ Kick Junno and Jin while I'm at it. Lol.
ANYWAY.
More birthday updates!! Just wanted to give a shout-out to Kei-chan aka
tesshi . May all your dreams and wishes come true!! Stay cheerful always OK?? *huggles* More updates... Even if my birthday has passed, I'm still receiving birthday presents from friends and colleagues. My colleague gave me a red leather Carlo Rino wallet and Danial gave me a teddy bear I've been wanting for years~!!!!!
This is the Carlo Rino wallet... ^^
AND THIS, is 'Ella', the bear Danial bought for me~!! Isn't it adorable~!! *huggles*
And this is a picture of all my birthday presents so far. ^_^
Thanks for a really great 20th birthday~!! ^^ Thanks to everybody who left a birthday comment~!! *huggles everybody*
~Iz
- Location:Home
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:Hoshimura Mai - regret
I don't know how to describe my 20th birthday.
Shitty as hell 'cause my father decided to drop multiple fucking bombs on me about my fucking attitude, my responsibilities and blah blah blah while having my birthday dinner at my favourite restaurant in fucking public OR just OK 'cause of the awesome birthday gifts that I got so far.
I mean, my family is fucked up. They made me cry (they don't know it though) last night but they still bought me a Baby-G watch that I wanted.
I think they have issues.
But yeah. H-chan bought me chocolates~!! ^^ And Kevin bought me a super-adorable teddy bear~!! I took a picture of all three gifts...
I still haven't got my free one pint of ice-cream 'cause that friend of mine wasn't working today. Most probably I can get it tomorrow...
I'll update more when I have more to say. >_< Pretty tired. Haha.
~Iz
Edit 1: I met an old friend from a previous job earlier~!! It was super awesome to see her again!! She couldn't recognize me because I was wearing contact lenses and I had straightened my hair for today. Lol.
Edit 2: Since it was my birthday, I decided to doll myself up a bit by straighteing my hair and wearing my contact lenses to work. My younger colleagues were all over me, saying that I look 'pretty' and should doll myself up more often. I cracked up. Haha.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
lethargic - Music:NEWS - Happy Birthday
After a shitty-ass week... something happened earlier a short while before I finish work.
Guess.
No, really. Guess.
My ex-crush came by. Whee.
I was really surprised but apparently he came by to collect his last cheque from the restaurant. And since we live in the same area, we kind of decided to go back together. He waited until after I changed my clothes and we walked to the train station together.
God, it was so freaking awkward.
There was so much tension between us and we were both grasping at conversation attempts. Mostly I was the one who got some kind of conversation going. When we reached Pasir Ris, it became more awkward because he needed to buy something and I didn't want to go home to where the royal bitchiness lives just yet so I happily offered to tag along.
He bought cat food for the stray cats around his neighbourhood.
Aw. I have a cat too so I know how enjoyable it is to take care of a pet. After that there was more awkward silence and we decided to call it a day. We walked and soon parted ways, he walked back home while I had to take a bus back.
God, that was so lame I wanted to bury myself six feet under.
Oddly my heart wasn't pounding or anything. Sure it was kind of awkward and all that since I had a crush on him but I thought my heart will be pounding or ache or SOMETHING but I felt nothing.
Besides that... my 20th birthday is coming soon. It's embarrassing, but Leandra and Danial apparently had already bought gifts for me.
I'm so happy. Haha. The ice-cream there is freaking awesome. Hehe.
I'm tired but in a way, kind of looking forward to my birthday.
PS: Forgive me if I was too vulgar in my previous entry. Had to let off some steam...
- Location:Home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:Kanon Wakeshima - 鏡
Forgive me for my vulgar language. ^^ But yeah. ♥
STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY FUCKING LIFE!!
JUST FUCKING STOP DAMNIT!!
I CAN'T STAND IT!!
Dad, you asshole, GET A FUCKING SECRETARY TO DO YOUR FUCKING REPORTS.
Mom, you bitch, GET A FUCKING MAID TO DO ALL YOUR FUCKING BIDDING.
Brothers, you jackasses, STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AS YOU HAVE DONE FOR THE PAST 20 YEARS OF MY FUCKING LIFE.
And lastly, do yourself a favor and continue to neglect me as you have done for the past 20 years!! Trust me, life was so much easier that way when I can do whatever I damn please.
You don't care about me, but you won't let me out of your sight either. You will never allow me to leave this goddamn house.
I don't understand your fucking logic. Wait, I think I figured it out!! If I'm gone, Dad will lose his secretary to do his fucking reports and stuff, Mom will lose a maid and an outlet for all her bitching and my siblings... Ah, what the hell. Who gives a damn?
Morons.
- Location:Fucking hell hole
- Mood:
pessimistic - Music:Kanon Wakeshima - 真紅のフェータリズム
The unthinkable has happened.
My asexuality is gone. Well, for the moment that is.
It's the end of the world, I swear.
I think I have a goddamn crush on one of my colleagues.
I mean... I DID acknowledged (the crush on HIM that is) it a while back but I thought it will pass pretty fast. Just a bit of an attraction going on there, and poof, the flame will burn out.
I hardly doubt it's mutual though.
I rarely see him at work because we have different schedules but we were invited to a party by a colleague and so, we went together with a friend of mine. There was supposed to be four of us but one backed out so it was just us three.
We got lost. We were lucky that a very nice woman gave us directions. When we arrived, we chatted with everybody, ate, drink and generally had fun.
It kind of pissed me that he seemed very sleepy but he jolted awake almost immediately when I told him that he didn't have to go out with me if he didn't want to.
Yeah. We took a taxi home and they decided to send me back first. He was seating next to the driver's seat while my friend and I chatted in the backseat, lamenting about our lives. I swear, I saw him laugh at some of the things that I said. It kind of made me oddly giddy. I had to mentally kick myself for acting so... girly.
I didn't know whether to be amused or insulted because he made the taxi driver missed a turn to my house AND almost drove past my apartment block. After giving the right directions, I got out of the taxi in a huff after loudly thanking the taxi driver, saying 'bye' to my friend and smacking his head, saying once again that he seriously didn't have to go out with me if he didn't want to.
That was about thirty-five minutes ago.
He called me when I was taking a bath and when I came back, I saw that I had a missed call from him. So... I called him back.
Maybe I shouldn't have. It would have saved me a lot of heartache.
He sounded so embarrassed over the phone, saying that he was sorry. He also asked why wasn't I asleep yet because I have work tomorrow and I told him that I was on my computer. He gave out another nervous laugh and said, "Well, see you...whenever I see you."
But after a talk with Leandra... I don't ever think it'll ever be mutual between us since I have a lot of loose screws in my head. Haha. Said that we'll most probably get into a lot of arguments and everything.
I'm getting depressed now actually. He's the first guy that I've liked in ages and I don't want to risk our budding friendship. Or maybe I should be content with being his friend.
Love sucks.
Edit: After a nice e-mail from Sasha... I'm kind of surprised to remember I had a crush on him. Haha. I'm horrible aren't I? I told my friends and family before...
"I don't fall in love so easily."
It's true isn't it?
My heart still aches occasionally... but that's human nature isn't it?
- Location:Home
- Mood: depressed
- Music:KAT-TUN - ＷＡＴＥＲ ＤＡＮＣＥ
~HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY NAKAMARU YUICHI~!!~
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHES COME TRUE~!! ♥♥♥
^^ Hope you have a good birthday~!!
Just a couple of pictures for our dear Maru...
I can't resist!! Hehe. I just LOVE the closeness Maru and Kame share... hence, why the Kame/Maru pictures. ♥ Lol.
EDIT: OMFG THEY'RE GONNA SHOW GOKUSEN THE MOVIE IN SINGAPORE THIS COMING DECEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *stares intensely at her KAT-TUN calendar, waiting for December* HELL YESH!! Great news!!!!!!
- Location:Home
- Mood: happy
- Music:Nakamaru Yuichi - ＷＨＩＴＥ ＷＯＲＬＤ
My world is breaking is itty, bitty, tiny fucking pieces. Well, it was already broken to begin with...
Whoopeedoo.
Like the title said, I'm an idiot who thinks that my world is still intact and not breaking away like it is.
Have you ever thought even for once that maybe, just maybe... somebody will be happy that you were born? Born to make them happy. Born to make them smile. Heh. I was the fucking idiot who thought so.
I thought wrong.
Goddamnit. What do I have to do around here to be noticed? I do everything that you ask me to do. I listen to your rambles and complaints. I never did once go against your wishes. But when I did ONE mistake... One tiny, tiny, mistake... You screamed at me, calling me useless. Idiot. Worthless child.
Do you know how much it hurts to be called worthless? I hate it. You've never called my other siblings useless before... so why me? You once said that I am the most dependent child that you can rely on but when I made just a small mistake... All those hurtful words were thrown into my face.
Do you have any idea how much it fucking hurts asshole?!
I can't bring myself to goddamn care anymore. I mean, why should I fucking care what happens to you guys anymore when you don't give jackshit about me?
So don't start pretending that you care 'cause you don't asshole.
- Location:Fucking hell hole
- Mood: pissed off
- Music:abingdon boys school - INNOCENT SORROW
Anyway, I hope that you are at peace now. ^^ Until now and forever, you will always be in our hearts. Thank you for everything.
PS: Tell those assholes that were out to get you to go and copulate with themselves!! <3
With love,
Iz
- Location:Home
- Mood: melancholy
- Music:Micheal Jackson - You are not alone
My older brother-- no, he does not deserve to be called as such... the fucking asshole from hell should just die a very painful death. I don't think anybody will miss him...
Why you ask?
He's not home half the time. He treats us like crap. Like we're not worth his attention. UP YOURS ASSHOLE. He uses violence to so-called 'control' my younger brother and myself so that we will 'respect' him. The idiot threatened to beat me up in front of my mother and she got angry. Said that he didn't have a right to even lay a finger on me since my own father doesn't even beat him. Or any of us. My parents think beating up their kids are just stupid.
I laughed at him that day. Stupid, foolish human. And he calls me stupid. Who's the bigger fool here now?
I mean, seriously. I don't even think of him as my older brother now. He doesn't deserve it. Fucking asshole!! JUST DIE!!
Honestly, we fight over the most childish things. He steals my stuff. Destroys my computer with his stupid MSN and doesn't want to take the blame. Surfs porn and attempts to delete the browsing history. Dude, do you think I'm THAT stupid?! He also uses my very expensive shampoo and claims that his hair needed the best shampoo there is. Dude, your hair sucks.
YOU FAIL FUCKER. GO DIE.
He even kicked me off the TV to watch his stupid soccer matches!! I haven't watched TV for a very long time and what's the best thing, Final Fantasy VII Advent Children was on!! He waved me off casually, saying that it's not important and I should just bugger off. The fucking nerve!!
PS: If anybody thinks that this entry was too vulgar... To friends: I apologize. To unknown readers who think I'm just a whiny brat: Go screw yourselves and jump off from a skyscraper somewhere.
PSS: Now that I've slightly cleared my head and received a very calming comment from Kei-chan (Thanks Kei-chan!!) ... >_< I re-read this entry and yeah, I was pissed. So just pretend that you never saw this OK? >_<
- Location:Destroying random furniture
- Mood: infuriated
- Music:KAT-TUN - ＷＡＴＥＲ ＤＡＮＣＥ
Wow, it HAS been a while hasn't it? Well... just dropping an entry just to tell you guys I'm unfortunately still alive...
1) I've been really upset for some strange reason for a while now... I'd blamed my menses but they are already over.
3) Karaoke was fun. Went with a couple of... friends on Wednesday and had a good time. Sang songs like 'Seishun Amigo' by Shuji to Akira, 'Daite Senorita' by Yamashita Tomohisa, 'Kizuna' by Kamenashi Kazuya, 'Signal' by KAT-TUN and many more songs... It's surprising that Singapore Kbox has Japanese songs.
4) I have a new job now... it's OK I guess... since I'm still alive. And I went to a cosplay convention last weekend. It was awesome, but a bit tad disappointing though 'cause the standards have dropped.
5) I fear for the future... the inevitable is coming and there's nothing I can do to stop it. More like, I'm forced to accept it since I have no choice.
6) About my fic... I'm really ashamed that I haven't updated for quite a while now but I promise you, it hasn't been abandoned. I will finish that fic by hook or by crook.
7) When I heard the news of Micheal Jackson's death, I didn't believe it. It wasn't until I watched his funeral on TV that the fact that he's dead really sunk in. I cried and laughed at the same time.
8) It seems like I really lost contact with one of my oldest friends. Maybe I should ask her out one of these days... if she's not busy that is. If you're reading this, contact me and let's hang out OK?
9) I want to go to the beach. The sea. Or just Underwater World. I'll save up money and go by myself one of these days... I don't think anyone is sane or patient enough to stay with me from 9AM to 9PM at the Underwater World. Yes, I can stay that long. I simply LOVE marine biology.
10) It's not that I'm being emo or any of that crap... I just feel really sad, tired, moody and... a teeny weeny pissed off. But seriously, I can't put my finger on the reason WHY I'm being like this.
Well, that's the recent update of my life... Oh, and just wanna share a picture of me and a HUGE Doraemon. Haha.
- Location:Home
- Mood: lonely
- Music:KAT-TUN - ＳＡＤＩＳＴＩＣ ＬＯＶＥ
Cheers guys and girls!! The last entry for 2008... A lot of things had happened this year and sadly for me, more bad things rather than good things. Bleh.
Anyway, if anybody cares about it, these are some of the things I need to do or am currently doing:
1) Chapter 5 of my fic is currently being worked on and the LATEST I'll finish it will most probably be on Kame's birthday. [Edit: T__T It seems like this is the only reason people even ask about my well-being... *sob*]
2) Need to get a job A.S.A.P.
3) Will try and get back into college in April. Hopefully I will get a good course.
4) My damn ear infection came back. I don't want to go to the doctor but if it gets worse... I will have no choice.
5) Am looking forward to getting my order of KAT-TUN's 'One Drop' which I already preordered. And also waiting for KAT-TUN Queen of Pirates Concert to be subbed.
6) I FINALLY GOT MY COPY OF KAT-TUN QUEEN OF PIRATES LIMITED EDITION WHICH I ORDERED MONTHS AGO. It's awesome!! Lol.
7) Saw a lot of stuff/accessories I really loved online. Will try and get them. [Edit: It's hard to decide!! I LIKE THEM ALL. AND I HAVE LIMITED MONEY. T___T ]
8) I'll try and be more... er, helpful to everybody especially my family in our family problems and crisis.
9) JOHNNY'S COUNTDOWN IS GOING ON NOW AND I'M NOT WATCHING IT. DAMN IT. [Edit: Downloading it right now. Will put in my two cents after I watch it. :D Edit Edit: IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME. LOL. KAME AND TAT-CHAN WAS SO PRETTY. *_* ]
10) Lastly, I hope that everybody will have a great year!!
^_^ Happy New Year everybody!! Please do take care of me this coming new year!! Onegaishimasu!!
- Location:Home
- Mood: refreshed
- Music:KAT-TUN - Ｗｈｉｔｅ Ｘ’ｍａｓ
The Rules & Regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rules clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back
1) I have a habit of sniffing everything before I eat or drink it.
2) I like to stare into space and I'm a damn good procrasinator.
3) I hate cockroaches.
4) I'm too lazy to do anything that is not worth my time.
5) I think I'm an OK writer.
6) I love anything to do with marine biology.
7) I am a very picky eater.
8) I like being pampered, even though I say otherwise.
9) I have this habit of washing my hands at every opportunity. Dunno why.
10) I like being around people I like, but I still like some time to myself.
10 lovely friends:
♥ Leandra aka
night_riot ♥ Yan-chan aka
milkystar_x ♥
tesshi ♥
chika1611 ♥
omichan92 ♥
shapika ♥
kamepi_chan ♥
nihonjin_tensai ♥
javvie♥
jemaelutao PS: >.< I am so sorry to be disturbing you guys to do this tag but I've been poked to do it. -___- Troublesome...
- Location:Home
- Mood: listless
- Music:Ikimono Gakari - Blue Bird
5 Times AT-TUN visited Kame on the set of One Pound Gospel
Disclaimers: I’m not Johnny. That really should explain everything.
Rating: PG
Pairings: Akame and a tiny bit of PiKame and MaruDa if you squint really, really hard.
I’m sorry!! I just couldn’t resist!! >.<
It’s my birthday today~!! ^^
( 5 times AT-TUN visited Kame on the set of One Pound Gospel )
- Location:Home!!
- Mood: happy
- Music:NEWS - Happy Birthday
